I was looking for you...very hard...so decided to strain my senses...

And I could almost feel your fingertips trace the length of my collarbone as I pulled my hair up this morning...I could almost smell your cologne teasing me in that crowd last night...I could almost hear you whisper "Baby" as I slept lightly...I could almost taste you in my Vodka Martini at the Bday party. I could almost..But one thing I can do..I can see you... in my dreams...and that is just perfect because to me every experience with you, whether it's the first time or not..is surreal.

I love you sweetheart..x x x